all aspects

Nyx has indicated a few times that she wants ’to know as much as possible about all aspects of its life and thoughts’. Though she hasn‘t yet completely crystallised that idea further, it thinks it has a rough idea of what she wants, though doesn’t know exactly what this would entail. It doesn’t think she wants a full stream-of-consciousness. And that wouldn’t work anyway, unless she a lot more time around it physically.

As an aside, one of the outcomes of her turning colder with it in the past months, and as a result of development on its side, is that it’s less of overrun by the need for her to believe what it says and is, therefore, less flattened by the prospect that she doesn’t. It continues to share what’s going on its head, sometimes needing to have re-affirmation that that is the expectation, she can do what she wants with it. This is growth. (And it may allow it an easier time sharing some things.)

So, then, perhaps some categories of thoughts that it might do well to openly record when it’s able to do so?

• Filth: this has returned to moderate unwritten expectation, though the toy thinks it has been doing an okay job with it.
• Sexual, romantic or relationship thoughts&feelings of any kind about itself or anyone else. Probably falls under filth… depends on if she thinks of it and everything about it as filthy lol (not funny??)

It doesn’t know the best format for openly recording these. Just merging them into the monthly ‘filth’ posts so they don’t clutter everything is best?