beautiful

she said she thought it was beautiful when it was suffering. it knew as soon as she’d said it that it was going to fuck with it. she doesn’t understand how stuff like that affects it. it made it’s heart sing, it wants that again.

it knows she thinks it’s pretty without any play or cruelty. but she’s called it pretty when it’s bound and struggling too, and beautiful is very different. it wants her to think it’s pretty and beautiful. it needs her to tell it that. if suffering it what it takes, fine.

maybe it’s over-extrapolating but the specifics of the situation she said it: it was in passive pain (spikes) and crying out from it, she was lying next to it face-to-face, she made it look at her and then told it to shut up. so it was struggling with the pain quietly (ish), eye contact, begging her with its eyes.

some scenarios that she could engineer so that she would find it beautiful below. all with it having been told to shut up.

• pain of any variety; passive, or if someone else is hurting it while she’s able to look at it.
• total denial + cuckolding
• suffocation
• while it’s fucked from someone or a machine while she looks at it.