december filth thoughts
- choked out
- see toy as simply stupid
- kept in constant bondage
- when it was drinking water from the bowl, you made a comment about how you how it was like a cute pet (i don’t remember the exact words) which made me think about that concept a lot. pallet wrapped body and head. arms folded, pallet wrapped so forearms touch to upper arms and hands over shoulders. legs the same - knees bent so calves touch to thighs. everything wrapped. so it can only walk on its elbows and knees. now it is the animal you refer to it as sometimes. electro collars and electro pads taped across its body. kept gagged if you don’t want to hear from it. kept blindfolded to keep it even more dependent on you. filth between its legs dangling and exposed for kicks, abuse. tail butt plug. a humbler.
- this semi-permanent bondage
- makes stringing it up into additional bondage convenient.
- makes using it for piss even easier. keep its mouth stuffed, fit a ring gag that have a tube attached with a seal so there’s no mess. lock it to a fitting in the bathroom. get a funnel / urinal that works for women and plug the tube in. maybe add a reservoir in-line so you don’t have to regulate yourself, you just piss into the urinal and then leave it until the toy has finished. also means you could use the urinal even when the toy isn’t attached, saving the piss for later.
- seals mean no mess. also allows you to cover its nose so it can’t breathe until it’s done drinking.
- travel urinal could be attached to any wall?
- shared use?
- maybe a spreader bar between its knees so movement is even more awkward, and guarantees vulnerability.
- allows for easy kicking and abuse and it can’t move quickly to get away.
- dependent.
- makes dehumanisation and objectification easier.
- pallet wrap is further denial of skin contact.
- kept as a dumb animal. less than animal.
- this semi-permanent bondage
- long-term bondage makes dehumanisation and objectification easier?
- masks
- speech ban & gags
- sometimes it feels wrong to refer to myself as ‘I’, ‘myself’. ‘it’ really feels more fitting.
- sometimes it feel weird referring to what’s between its legs as a cock and balls. idk if you have a better idea of what to call that.
- filth between its legs no longer referred to as cock and balls, as that’s not what they’re for. they are for your control and your entertainment.
- making it try to be pretty for you.
- force a pocket pussy into its ass so it doesn't even get skin contact this way.
denial of skin contact even with cocks once its denied everything so long it craves them. - bound, blindfolded, cattle prod. multiple?
- geo-fence an area with shock collars, etc. so toy cannot escape it. inside or outside. use airsoft guns on it.
- being expected to be pretty.
- enforced androgyne, femininity, and it/toy expression
- dehumanisation/objectification: Top sees it as simply stupid. incapable of complex thought or malice. just a brainless toy without the means to express itself without speech or free movement.
- toy's sexuality is disgusting to Top. seeing it get hard disgusts her. it's arousal is a punishable offence for suggesting to her that it even desires her.
- Top decides that toy's purpose is pain and degradation and that is all. pleasure is off the table. forces it to orient its existence around this.
- bullying
- you keep the toy wrapped and hobbled like an animal like was described above for an extended period of time. you even bring other people, other submissives, who can take care of all your needs and serve you so all you have the toy around for is looking stupid, suffering and pain.
- even speaking directly to its Top is disrespectful. let alone talk about her body, her pussy.
- Top demonstrates lack of sexual interest. the permanence and impossibility of recovering it. that its not good for that and it’s sole purpose are other things. the disgust.
- Top reclines and watch someone else beat and degrade it because she doesn’t even care to do it herself and doesn’t need to.
- electro connected to microphones
- an iron. a soldering iron. cock.