February filth

Updated 20th Feb.

as directed by Nyx, these posts are no longer just thoughts on what she might like to do with it without regard for its own fears or desires, but also any filth thoughts that crosses its mind.

• it wants to grind. it misses being able to grind.
• it wants a submissive of its own. the toy’s would observe its role rules.
• it wants to fuck a woman in public. it wants to lean her up against a wall in an alley or over a fence in a field and fuck her from behind.
• owner gradually finds toy less appetising as it’s forced to do more and more awful, gross things so she sees it as disgusting. all the while it’s forced to try harder and harder to make itself attractive and appealing to her, despite the efforts never working.
• maybe the desperation itself makes the toy less attractive, even if it does turn her on.
• you make the toy clean your floors with its tongue, wearing a humbler, hands bound behind its back. it struggles to stay in the positions it needs to do the job.
• Toy must earn food by sucking dick. Make it a real hunger, real urgency.
• Nyx has made some comments about the toy ‘only being fed semen and piss’
• Yes, it's confirmed that, hot clothes (that are meant to be sexual) can actually make it struggle in denial even more than (sexual) nudity. Tight fabric, short skirts, leather straps, latex. The allusion of sex and feminine body.
• one of those potentially profoundly 'self'-destructive thoughts: if your plan is for it to have a handful of men who you can use to abuse and correct it, you can institute a protocol whereby anytime it has desires about anything except what you’ve designated it, the toy must go to them for correction.
  it supposes you could essentially do this for any rule breaking & disobedience.
  you could at least partially automate this.
• for Nyx’s desire to know filth every thought: a smart device worn permanently that measurements the girth of the toy’s cock so that Nyx has reporting on every erection + rule (automated prompt?) to record what the toy was thinking about & looking at when it happened.
• Past few days has been a deep desire to just be a passive ornament for Nyx. Wanting her to tie it up and keep it. It doesn’t need her attention. It isn’t thinning about her touching it or playing with. it. It can be in pain or discomfort if she wants. But it wants to be pretty for her. It’s really hoping she’s going to practice her bondage on it.
• It doesn’t need to be told to keep seeking men. It’s going to do it again next week. A guy either to hurt it or one who’s a candidate for her. It knows that’s what she wants, what’s expected of it. It can do it.
• It probably does have to figure out how to deal with the ordeal and emotional stress of being with guys tho.
• It went to visit the Regulation shop in Soho. There were lots of fun things there that reminded it that it can enjoy kink lol. It thought about buying an e-stim unit (though it doesn’t have the money rn).
• It’s been thinking about latex again.
• It wants to put its cock inside something. Something other than this cage. Even just a rubber pussy. Something. Something that actually feels nice. It wants it. It misses it. It’s not even thinking about thrusting or stroking, just the wet and tight.
• It’s had a couple of women through parties and things that have wanted to get off with it recently and it’s had to turn them down.
• It’s been wanting to go to some kink parties again recently.
• It’s frightened of the new spikes on order.
• It’s frightened of what it’ll be like to do things like go to kink parties with the new spikes.
• It’s frightened of how bad the new spikes will be around Nyx.