i fucked up

one of my rules is that all fetlife activity requires permission. yesterday, i somehow managed to like a post whilst swiping through my phone. i didn't even use fet yesterday except incidentally through that swiping. or, i can’t remember using it. so Madam was very angry with me this morning. which fucking kills me at the best of times but she almost binned me off. she hasn’t. i don’t think. i’m already terrified of the idea. i already need her.