striking words

some words that have struck it lately:

• ‘it’ pronouns. it suspects this has a small affect on the way someone would regard it over time.
• Nyx has referred to it as ‘scum’ in two of her writings. maybe in moments of anger.
  • at least this isn’t its pronoun. and ‘toy’ is certainly a better position than ‘scum’.
• when Nyx said sex was something she should be having with other people, the prospect her not using it sexually, her no longer having sex with it, was unexpectedly painful. maybe some emotional pain?
• ‘play’ - it doesn’t feel to the toy like play. it’s real. and play is fun. it supposes it’s more fun for her.