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27th oct & other people

they aren't speaking to the toy today but they sent it pictures and a video of what they're doing instead — being with their partner. their partner touching them. their partner kissing them. it has to look at pictures/video and never avoid them due to its

thoughts

not desires. not wants. just thoughts, as the toy is required to share everything. * holding a light to its cock * heating up pieces of metal with a flame, e.g. a spoon or knife, and pressing it repeatedly into its cock so its badly burned all over it's

rules

1. it may not 2. if its wearing its spikes, it nigh 3. it may not touch them with what's between its legs, only they are allowed to do that 4. it may not touch their body without permission. when it has permission, it may only touch them

needs

ownership, submission. total denial where it's actively not wanted. pain. being tied up, bondage and shibari. control. being pushed hard. extremes. cnc. being actually overpowered, by making me weak or other people or however. severe cbt, because damage doesn't matter. pushed to high standards. mind games

fear

it should be frightened. it should be kept scared. frightened of what has been done to it of what is being done to it * frightened that it'll be reduced to a fluffer for its owners' men. that all that it's sexuality will be is worshipping

disgust

* dirty underwear in mouth * make out with urinal * not just a brief moments of gross activities, but full, gruelling tasks. cleaning an entire floor with it's tongue. * used as a toilet * forced to worship and clean men's bodies and ass with its mouth * kept on a

high protocol

additionally operates as a constant test and demonstration of obedience. failures of high protocol rules would be taken equally as seriously as any other rule with strict enforcement and harsh consequences. * may not look at owner without permission * must keep eyes to floor when in a room with owner * must

guidance literals

they established that they expect the toy to provide guidance them in dominance towards the dynamic it believes they want, this means it must tell them anything that they are at liberty to do or say that would directly or indirectly help achieve their desires or benefit them with regards

heavy

the sort of owner that would * have men use, abuse and rape it * ban it from pussy * force it to do increasingly awful things. truly awful * see how far and how far they can push it. how gross, how damaged, how fucked up. and then keep pushing. * see a cock

witchcraft

the toy has thought about witchcraft as it pertains to this sort of play, experience and experimentation for a while and it would like to explore the relationship further * blood * suffering as worship