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driving it mad

when the toy is denied some it wants * clothes. more than one might imagine... * hot, slutty, skintight * especially short skirts. dresses * latex other stuff, it might not necessarily want but stokes its desires, pushes it deeper into submission, or its just noticed it's affected by * more denial this

spikes while they're away

they're forcing me to wear spikes for the two weeks they're away, every day from when i wake to when i sleep. they have seen first-hand the damage the spikes can do when worn for just 2 or 3 days, at which point they became

an owner

this is a living doc, it will be updated over time. the toy now firmly understands what its looking for in an owner. it might spin off a separate, refined section just to specify the things it has found that it 'needs', as this has become a '

it can't stand its sexuality

updated post published previously it can’t stand its sexuality. much of the time, it knows it just need it taken away. it feels correct that someone would take an interest, not in having sex with it, but to actually keep it locked in spikes so that it’s forced

hard limits

current hard limits. will change over time and depending on the dynamic. open to discussion. * no STIs or permanently damaging diseases * nothing under nails. * nothing between toes (e.g. rope). * can’t affect money, stability, work, sleep or relationships with others. * can’t be denied meds. * no animal cruelty. * no